Wednesday, October 31, 2012

My Autumn




Surrounded by blackness, I rocked in my wicker chair before dawn. With an afghan tucked around me, I read my Bible and daily devotionals by the porch light.

As dawn lifted its black veil, silence was broken. A boisterous tirade between unseen cardinals sounded. Lifting his huge wings, a blue heron bellowed and crossed the lake. Loud warblings ricocheted from shore to shore. Morning bird tunes played background music as light increased.

A sand hill crane flapped gigantic wings and took flight. White ducks resisted the wake up call and snoozed on the bank. Squirrels squawked from towering trees.

Filmy haze tiptoed above the water. Yellow leaves sprinkled the oak like an ice cream topping. Palms, pines, and live oaks clutched their leaves refusing to bare themselves. 

Shivers told me autumn had arrived. Flowers faded. Growth slowed. Leaves lost luster. I missed the vibrancy of summer but found loveliness in the change. 

An upcoming birthday reminded me that I’m also entering autumn. Older limbs don’t bend or flex on command. Stamina has decreased. Wrinkles and bulges appear. Sleep often eludes.

But in retirement I traded lesson plans, meetings, and endless paperwork for reading, writing, traveling, volunteering, and visiting. There’s time to savor sunrises and sunsets.  Granddaughters and daily walks bring enjoyment.  

New opportunities come with each advancing season.

Monday, October 22, 2012

Great News




Today we found out that Alan is officially in the study with the trial medication for his lungs. He will begin the infusions on Thursday and continue every three weeks for forty-five weeks.

We really feel that God is working. Two hundred thousand people have idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis with thirty to forty thousand more being diagnosed each year. This study is accepting only thirty participants throughout the entire USA, and Alan is one of them. 

There are no medical cures, but the first trial of this medication has slowed down the progress of the disease in some patients. We pray that his lungs stop deteriorating and that his lung function improves. 

Even though science can’t cure it, God can perform miracles. We would love to have a complete cure but know that might not happen. We are open to whatever God plans. 

During this whole process, we can use lots of prayers. There has been a significant decrease in Alan’s lung function and what he is able to do. We are making lifestyle changes and appreciate each day. Every day is a blessing, and we want to make the most of each one.

And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:19 (NKJV)

Alan and Rebecca

Thursday, October 18, 2012

A Time of Comfort




Recent health issues of family members brought tears and fears for the uncertain future. But in the peaceful dawn, God spoke.

Blue gray clouds drifted across the pale sky. Dark reflections colored the lake. In the dimness of morning, not a leaf stirred. Only tiny ripples wrinkled the water.

Breaking the serenity, crickets hummed. Birds sang softly. A solitary white lily rose above a mass of green. Pink blooms sprinkled azalea bushes. With the rising sun, color and music returned.

Blushing clouds replaced the gray with a striking contrast to the silent darkness. Within minutes, rose turned to white. Dreariness disappeared, and beauty took its place.

Life offers unexpected and quick changes too. Even in the gloominess and tragedy of trials, His presence gives hope and comfort. The loveliness of creation and acts of kindness all touch hearts with God’s love.

I will lift up my eyes to the hills from whence comes my help? My help comes from the Lord who made heaven and earth. Psalm 121:1-2

Heavenly Father, thank you for speaking and comforting through your creation and your people. Amen

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Wrong Word but Powerful Message




“These ice packs sure are condescending,” Alan said from the kitchen.

I looked up as he placed the packs on the counter. Confused by his words, I asked, “What did you say?”

“These ice packs are condescending. There’s water all over them.”

Unable to stifle my laughter, I answered between snickers. “You mean condensation. Condescending means looking down at someone.”

He nodded and giggled after hearing my definitions. Then he joined me in my hearty laughter.

How I love our times of laughing. We both provide plenty of situations that bring humor to our lives. Chuckling together brings happiness but laughing at someone is condescending. 

Alan still needs prayers as we wait for final approval for the study for his pulmonary fibrosis. The company approved him after the multiple tests but paperwork is not complete from many people. The first infusion is now set for October 25. We will rejoice when the needle goes into his arm that day, and the medication begins flowing.

Saturday, October 6, 2012

A Sacker




While watching pre-game football commentary, Alan turned to and said, “That guy in the middle was a sacker.”

Even with my limited knowledge of football, I had heard of sacking but had not heard anyone called a sacker. Something didn’t sound right.

“He’s what?” I asked.

“He used to be a sacker,” Alan replied.

My mind quickly jumped into Alan mode as I attempted to figure out what he meant.

“Do you mean bagger?”

With a smile he answered, “Yes, he used to work in a grocery store.”

“It is a bagger. Not a sacker.”

We erupted into laughter. Often I have to decipher what he means from what he says. He chooses words that are similar but not correct or ones that sound almost the same with completely different meanings. 

His inadvertent mistakes bring us constant laughter. He could be offended when I giggle at his goofs. He could clam up to prevent saying the wrong thing. But he continues talking, and we enjoy the bloopers.

Humor connects people and tickles our insides. At least for a while, burdens are lifted, and gloom lightens. Even during the darkest times, laughter acts as a healing medicine.

Dear Lord, as we journey through life, let us remember to not take ourselves too seriously and enjoy laughter. Amen