The Retreat in New Hampshire

 

 The plans of the heart belong to man, but the answer of the tongue is from Yahweh. All the ways of a man are clean in his own eyes; but Yahweh weighs the motives. Proverbs 16:1-2 (WEB)

 

Heavy, gray clouds blocked all traces of an anticipated sunrise over the mountains. Rain pattered on the roof of the hotel’s veranda. Clouds swept over the tops of the mountains and reduced them to hills. 

 

            A collection of trees filled the valley and crept up the mountains. Tall evergreens hovered over golden, amber and brown trees. Bare white birch stood at attention along the edge. Together they formed a picturesque but muted forest in the White Mountains of New Hampshire. I hoped to see an infusion of brilliant colors all over the mountains but rain days earlier caused leaves to drop and dim. 

 

            For two days rain kept me inside the grand, historic hotel with only views of the expansive grounds. Although my experience didn’t meet my expectations of vibrant, autumn colors, the cooler weather and subdued colors provided a welcome change from warm and green Florida. I marveled at God’s creation so different from my lake view.

 

            From my seat on the long porch, I noticed a stream that emerged from the woods and rushed along the rocky banks. Mist slipped down the mountains and obscured more of the forest. Peacefulness settled over me as I watched the changing view. 

 

            After my bout of covid, the Asbury Seminary Retreat provided peace and healing for me. Speakers from the seminary spoke to my heart. Wonderful music soothed my soul. I enjoyed meeting interesting, new friends. 

 

            I had prayed to know who should get the books I packed in my suitcase. My grief ministry expanded as I heard stories of loss from other participants. I gave out three books for those who had recently lost loved ones.

 

            Although my expectations for vibrant fall colors didn’t materialize, the subtle beauty of the mountains and countryside supplied serenity and a time for contemplation. 

 

            Throughout life, plans change and hopes are dashed. Instead of lamenting over losses, embrace new opportunities and see what surprises God has planned.   

 

Heavenly Father, when my plans are thwarted, you know what lies ahead and can turn it into something good. Amen.