He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not be weary. They will walk and not be faint. Isaiah 41: 29-31 NIV
Anxious thoughts consumed me the last few days. Elevated blood pressure. Precautionary treatment for Lyme disease. Fatigue, nausea, and listlessness plagued me. I could only think of how terrible I felt. Wondering if I could even go on my upcoming trip.
Traveling without Alan heightened the stress. Loneliness increased my tension. Sleep was elusive. I felt like crawling into a cocoon and waiting for the metamorphosis.
Friends responded to my plea for prayers. Days became a little brighter.
Another doctor’s visit relieved concerns. Blood pressure eased downward. Offending medications were stopped.
Gradually, I felt better and began looking forward to my trip again.
Sleep improved. In the darkness before dawn, I prayed. “Take away my anxiety. You’ve taken care of me during all sorts of situations--divorce, moves, death, living alone, being a single parent. Thank you. I trust that you will continue as I take this trip. Amen.”
An answer came. “Finally. You’re trusting Me again.”
Weight from the past week lifted. With a lightened heart, I looked forward to a magnificent journey discovering more of the lands of the Bible.
Instead of concentrating on my own health issues, I’ll travel with an improved attitude. I plan to embrace others and comfort those who need comfort. I pray that I will become closer to God.
Dear Lord, thank you for being my rock and support during hard times. Help me to trust you and not try to do everything on my own. Open my heart to your Spirit. Amen
Thank you for all of the prayers. Please pray for safety, protection, and an openness to the Holy Spirit for our group. Also pray for all of our families at home.
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