Thursday, October 13, 2016

The Battered Tree



 He giveth power to the faint; and to them that have no might he increaseth strength.
Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
(Isaiah 29-31 KJV)

            As hurricane Matthew headed for Florida, news reports concerned me. When I left home for a retreat in Kentucky, he was far away with an uncertain path. Only after seeing the news did I see the massive storm headed to my area.

            Each year forecasters predict numerous destructive storms but normally they don’t come to Central Florida. Matthew appeared to be different.

            Text messages went to my family members and neighbors. Back and forth texts kept me informed but still concerned. Wonderful neighbors secured my home. My brother in South Florida was affected first and sustained little damage. Electricity remained on.

            During the retreat, my mind wandered from the speakers to the storm at home. When others learned of my location, they offered prayers. More prayers came from the leaders.

            Hour after hour I watched weather reports and waited. Even though I was not in the storm, my heart was. I worried for my family and friends in its track. My neighbor and son sent similar messages. We are ok. Lots of rain and wind. Scary. For almost twelve hours, the storm raged.

            Only when I heard that it passed, could I relax. Thankfully, those I knew were fine. My home was not damaged and there were only a few branches to be picked up. However, many places sustained much damage from wind and water.

            Days later when I arrived home, I could not see the effects of the storm in the darkness. The following morning I stepped outside to survey my yard. When I looked at the stand of seven cypress trees by the lake, I noticed a change.

            Six trees remained straight and strong. But my favorite one tilted. Perhaps to an outsider, it would not have been noticeable but I knew. Its green leaves were secure and branches intact. Only one limb hung precariously after being snapped off. But the trunk leaned toward the lake.

            Because the tree stood closer to my house than the others, I had trimmed its lower, scraggly branches and pulled weeds from near its trunk. The tree caught my eye each morning as I looked at the lake. In the fall, I enjoyed its colorful leaves and spring time brought bright, green ones. It was my favorite tree.

            How could such a strong tree be moved by the wind when surrounding ones had not been affected? Stakes would not straighten it. Nor could I push it into place like a smaller tree. Its fate is in the hands of God. Not me.

            I hope that the roots hold it in place. Perhaps intertwining ones with the other trees might keep it upright. Hopefully, another storm won’t topple it.

            Like the intense wind of the hurricane, pain and grief have pushed me off balance too. However in the midst of my own storms, God holds me securely and doesn’t allow me to fall.

            My leaning cypress tree reminds me that God’s strength, protection, and compassion support me just like he does for my bending tree.

Heavenly Father, thank you for constantly holding onto me in the storms I face. Amen       

            

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