A lifetime of trials seemed to have been condensed into our lives since last Thanksgiving. The gathering at our large home last year was smaller than normal but a happy one. The following day mother’s pneumonia and hospital admission began her spiral downward from independence to a nursing home, hospice, and twenty-four hour care at Ken and Kim’s. A couple of months later, dad followed her journey. His ended in May.
The progression of Alan’s pulmonary fibrosis brought numerous changes. Selling our home, buying a smaller one, moving, and fitting into a new neighborhood. His body weakened, and he entered the care of hospice.
In addition to those difficult situations, several other trying ones joined them.
In the cold, dreary, blustery morning, the sun broke through heavy clouds. Leaves rustled. Waves sparkled in the sunlight. It’s appearance signaled hope and encouragement. As I watched the lake, while wrapped in a warm blanket, peace and thankfulness filled me.
God’s presence offers peace and comfort in the midst of our trials. Alan’s disease has slowed us down. He relaxes in his recliner while I sit nearby. We talk. We discuss the past, present, and future. We share concerns, deep feelings, and how God wants to use us.
With his limited time, we focus on what is important and ignore the trivial. We want to let people know they are important to us. Another goal is to make sure others know God is with us and can be with them too. We hope they can prepare for death and not fear it. During this process, we are learning.
Cards, emails, phone calls, and visits bring joy. They give words of encouragement, comfort, promises of prayers, and let us know how we have touched lives. Though surprised, we are thrilled that God has used us even when we didn’t know it.
We know the upcoming year will bring changes and probably losses. But as we travel that road, Jesus is holding our hands during the journey.
1 Thessalonians 5: 16-18 Be joyful always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.
Lord, thank you for being with us along our journey. Amen
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